Troublemaker

There the title goes! Suits my personality very well... What my parents told me was true right till the end of my lifetime!

Terrible that I do not know how to take care of my belongings. Just ystd, I spoil the antenna of Lye Song's car. Luckily the radio able to function well.

Coming to flashback the series of misfortune that fallen on me, it's IGNORANCE! Now I get the meaning of Buddha's teaching. These misfortunes happens to me due to my "care not" attitude. Take my hp for example... The many times I lost it, was because of my laziness to check even though I already sense sth amiss.

Last week I finished book on Metta meditation. As usual, the urge to practise Metta meditation came, however, I'm not sure how strong is my will this time. It sounds attrative in the beginning till the end.

However, I have noted that I am able to concentrate easier in my lotus sit. Amazingly, I can sit unmove for slightly more than an hour! (Not in totally quiet environment, listening to Dharma talk)

This achievement came suddenly to my realization, just like how I realize how I can type so fast & smoothly. What will be my next move, my next achievement?